Gods light it covers me it makes me whole He's watching me sin or do good He's watching me doing everything and there's no way to stop it, no way to get Him to avert His gaze and you tell me i want this, that this is how it must be, that without God's watch we would all sin, and i grin and bear it but He's watching me He's fucking watching me and i'm starting not to be able to fucking stand it anymore and God must want me to feel this way, or else why would he even bother with all this watching and waiting and judging and i want His judgement, for His judgement must make me whole.

make it stop