You're not supposed to be here! Why don't you head home?
i told you i was scared of heaven and you told me it didnt matter, that it was fate, that it was better than Hell. you told me Hell was nonexistence and i nearly listened to that Devil, nearly let Him convince me to do Sin just to get out of eternity. i cannot do this. i cannot be this. i cannot be what you need me to be. you deserve a servant who can listen. i will try my best to be that. i dont really hate you. please dont forsake me. please. i know /Hell cannot be nothing, for Hell must be every punishment i ever deserved, forever. i know without your light i am foul, unclean. please. please. dont leave me, God. dont leave me here.